why does happiness for me last for a short period? why can't it last forever? all the dreams just flashed by, leaving me to cope with the loss by myself just like the past. i was hoping this happiness will last, i'll be waiting if you change your mind. my love for you just can't be expressed like you expected it. 2 days have gone and i'm still crying thinking about what had happened. i'm feeling so lost without you. to think that i want to my life with you. you think i'm useless. you think your advice has gone to deaf ears. i want to change, but you didn't gave me the chance to prove. all you think that i'm just full of words, but no actions. it is sad that you keep thinking that way, always misunderstood my real intentions or actions. i'm still having hopes for us. i will work with you professionally and one i want to be spending the rest of my life with you........