A year older......

Been quite awhile since my last entry. Just had my 26th birthday. Never celebrate it, never did before. A lot of things have been going on my mind these past few months. I've achieved personal success such as becoming a Coffee Master as well as helping the store in getting 100% snapshot for the first time. Been busy with work. Countless of things to note, yet so little time for myself. But then again i feel contented. Now looking for the next step into my career.

But then there's one thing i've yet to achieve. LOVE. I've not had any luck with relationships, and i'm quite paranoid after going through some rough patch a year ago due to my gullible in believing someone who actually have been lying to me. Such was the regret i had, which have caused me dearly. A year older now and i think i'm wiser now. Past experiences have made me think that the "female of the species are more deadlier than the male" Although there are a few of them that can be less deadly though.

But where can i find LOVE? By the way the LOVE i'm talking about is the love between male and female, where it will lead to a certain future. I just can't seem to have that happiness. Used to had it but that love in a flash just like how it happens. I need my own happiness. I'm achieving something but i also want to share with a certain someone. I want to share my life with her, build a family with her. Be there for her, i miss that feeling and i longed for it to happen. I'm beginning to feel lonely as age is catching up although people may say that i'm still young, i want to be loved and to love someone in return. God help me find the one that is right for me......................................

*endless nights that have been spent searching for what is not in my hands, yet still, i've yet to have it with me*