Pressure..

It's been awhile since i last post here. Actually wanted to post something but usually ended up too lazy to blog. Well..... just now after work had a talking to with my manager. He said he hear a lot of feedbacks by my partners that i'm bossy, irritating etc. And all this while they are being nice to me, but behind a lot of remarks they make. I feel stressed right now because my manager asked me to do an action-plan on how to improve myself, especially towards my customers. He said i need to have sense of urgency to attend to the "customer comes first". I'm trying my best. But now i feel that people are talking behind my back. I would rather people talked to me casually and tell me what they don't like about what i have done. I guess life is just like that. It is cruel. Sigh, sometimes i wished i never have said or done certain things which come to this. I try to fit in with them. I don't know what to do now. I have an idea which might help me in overcoming my flaws. I have this thought that i'm going to do. It's like making a feedback box for myself about what i have done and everyday asking the partners that work on the shift to write down what they don't like and i read the feedback at the end of the day and try to overcome what is not likened by them. Then maybe i might be able to help myself.

Friends, help me what i should do to overcome all this. I need help man. Really.....