Boring Day

Today is Monday. Was such a boring day. Had class in the morning, which was Career Development Program but then my teach said that we were suppose to do individual studies using online test. Damn the pc at the self-access room was ancient and the place reek of foul air, as if something had died in there. Then we had Sports and wellness. I went back home for awhile after that to shower before coming back to school. Then it was AEA class. Was suppose to have practical but instead our teach did theory. So she said we make up for it next week. I wasn't paying much attention at the AEA lesson. Was busy doodling on my small sketch book. Went back home around 4. At home was watching my hamsters playing i fell asleep till ard 8. Woke up went down to do some shopping at the nearby supermarket. I ended up with 3 trips there. All because of some of the things i thought that was in the house wasn't. Cooked up a meal for myself and had a satisfying dinner.

What was then, stays that way.

Something happened today, way beyond my expectation. I smsed few friends, some old, some new a good night message. A few minutes later i got a call from an old friend that i smsed, she asked who i am, this might be due to fact she had deleted my number. I told who i was and suddenly her boyfriend answered me back. At first ok i thought of nothing. Then he started threatening me as if i wanted to steal her away from me. I was shocked! 'Cause i thought that he not the sort of person. Ok let's go back in time now.........*rewinds* I used to liked her last time. But we never became a couple cause she chose to be with someone. I was hurt. No only that though. I used to chat on irc and a stupid little comment i made to her about someone from the irc, she went to tell that particular person and things blow out of proportions. Ok that was then. I asked her why she did that and she said she wanted to get rid of me. Ok now we fast forward a bit...... Few mths gone and suddenly she went online and i saw her. I private message her. She answered and suddenly asked for forgiveness. I told i've forgive you. Ok let's move to present. Now... i just messaged her since its been awhile since i last heard from her. But when i was told off by her boyfriend, it was like shocking. He not only told me off but was threatening to beat me up, saying he will come to my school and beat me up. I stayed calm. I tried to explain the situation but he do not want to hear it. He was saying " ooh you! blah blah... the one blah...blah.. as if i did something to her in the past. To be frank, i never did anything to her. The only crime i did was fall in love with her. Which i truly regret, because its not worth it. I guess she might had bad-mouthed me behind my back. Like what she did to me in the past. Well..... i guess my past had caught up with me. If she ever ask for forgiveness from me again... i think i won't forgive her. She better ask for forgiveness from God instead. What goes around, will comes around. If it had been the person i was, i would have lost my temper to her boyfriend. Anyway i just hope she's happy.


au revoir

Hmmm..... how should i begin? Well.... no school for me. Had a meeting just now about Student Council Investiture drama/sketch/item. We had a lot of funny ideas, and sanjay was cracking up jokes all the time and making us laugh. Then went back had dinner at tamp with ayun,nizam,azam,azmi. Azmi asked me who the person i'm in love with. I told him to try and find out hahahahahaaha..... Well on way home out of the blue She appeared in my mind. The faces that she made, really put a smile to my face. That's all.



au revoir

?????

Well....... today seems like normal. Starts school at 1. Did some html programming assignment cause yesterday wasn't around due to Stardom promotion. Today was suppose to be project. I've decided that i did the report while my other members did the flash the other stuffs. Went to SC room and She came in today :) Then in the evening had karate training. Grading's in two weeks time and i need to get the kata right. Training was tough. It's been awhile since i went to the Dojo. Went home around 9 plus, took a bus home. On my way home, listening on my mp3 player, i was staring out at the window and suddenly my mind was thinking about her. You guys, must be tired of me saying this but i can't help it though. Well...... i think i'm gonna tell her sooner about me falling in love with HER. How soon i do not know.

Au revoir

Time of my life!

Whoa! today was a rollercoaster ride for moi. I see the full Moon and smelt the nice Flowers. Went to Dover. Promoting Stardom 05. Well kinda boring there. The crowd only came during the break at 10. Lunch time was too slack. Oh yeah went there with naan and DEE :).... Then went to Katong at My Thai! coffeeshop. Had our dinner there. Was fun. This is a short summary of the most momentus day. Full story is unpublishable hehehehehe.


Au revoir

Tired

Well.....it has been a while since i last entered. Anyway today had physical fitness test in the morning. Was soo tired after that. Went back and showered and thought would come back to school for my next class. But then fell asleep. Later having karate training and i really need to go 'cause grading is only few weeks away. Been missing quite a lot. Hope can get a double promotion again. As for my so-called love life, well i still have not decided when to tell her the truth. Maybe soon. I don't know. It's been a long time since i have this strong feeling for someone and this time round i never searched for it. Well lets hope for the best for me. I hope to tell her soon. But still....... not sure when.

Signing off..... Cheers!

Anybody have hest chair

Hahahaha today i said something stupid. It is called hest chair. Well actually i wanted to say 'chest hair' but somehow i said hest chair. Hahahahahahaha damn it was soo funny i couldn't stop laughing

Why am i feeling this way?

Damn! i can't help it but i'm feeling shitty. My mind keeps on wondering about telling HER the truth but i daren't. I don't feel i have enough confidence to say it to her. Why? Can someone please tell me why? Damn i don't think you all will understand either. Well....... maybe you all bloggers out there can give an opinion on what should i do. Should i tell her the truth soon or wait till its the right time? I would gladly appreciate it. Thanks

Just not sleepy

Well.... a week has past, things happen and i'm getting packed with stuffs. Went out with zool, ween, naan last saturday. Chill around town. Then on sunday, ween and naan came over my place to watch the final leg of the Tiger Cup. It was a blast. Singapore won the match 2-1 against Indonesia, we won with an aggregate score of 5-2. Its been awhile since Singapore has ever won any major tournaments. Last was when they won Tiger Cup in 1998. After that the team just went down until last sunday.
I've completed my write-up on the SC leadership camp at Kluang and already pass it to ween for editing. This write-up is for our student council ( or sc as short form ) newsletter. I'm the guest writer for the next issue.
My mum called sunday morning, from mecca cause she's doing the Hajj with my dad. They told me they are fine, Alhamdullilah. I was quite worried though when they never called when they arrived.
I think that's all about it for today. Well... later's gonna be a long day. Finishing at 5 in the evening and then have to go for karate training at school. Luckily training start at 8.30p.m due to the first year students who finish class at 6 plus. I still have time to go back and change before coming down for training.
I think i should end now. Still thinking about her. I think this might be the one. Just hope i have the time to let her know about my feelings. Let's hope chance will come upon me so that i can reveal my feelings. That's all..........

Au revoir.

The gates to my heart have opened to someone whom i least expected

Quite recently i've been experiencing weird feelings when i see this person. She is the unlikely person that i would fall for. I've been searching for my special someone everywhere but never expected that the person i'm searching for is near. Her smile just captivates me. Never have i expected this to happen to quite soon. I just hope i have enough courage to let out what i am feeling towards her. Hope this ends with a happy ending, cause i've been living in sorrows far too long.