What a day!

Well....well..well....today was the day Her Royal Bragginess went back home to her 'beautiful palace' in Victoria, Melbourne.... Hahahahahaha..... Thank God. Well today had my karate demonstration at ITE Open House at ITE Central College Bishan Campus. Had 2 demonstration time. The first demo was in the morning and i did a slight cock-up. Damn! Luckily the second one went smoothly for me. I was like a stunt man flying after being punched by my mate in the self-defense part of the demo. Wah..... i feel so alive hahahahaah. Then i waited for my friends who was doing ushering duties to finish before going back. We did some 'naughty stuffs' like playing with helium and making funny noises. hahahahaahah..... Btw i saw the Prez of the Bishan S.C. Be very afraid The Prez of Bishan SC. You will get a worse treatment soon. hahahahaha
At night had dinner with my parents at Yasalaam restaurant. Before we went home 3 trans came and sit on the table beside ours. I was like...."WTF!" If other than them i don't mind at all.... Well that's all.

Cheers and be merry.

*feels like i'm falling in to this thing called love*

Yeah...... one part of it has gone. More to come.

Today was the day.....the first Stardom auditions. The vocal solo catergory...... It was great.It went quite smoothly but with some hiccups here and there. I was incharge of security for the day. Well i think we did great. We did pretty well actually. All those mistakes we did today I hope we put it as a lesson learnt and hope to do better in the upcoming auditions. Good job guys!

feeling tired

Well..... i'm feeling exhausted this past few days. Can't pinpoint to the problem. The weather is well.... scorching hot. Grasses dead along the sidewalks. I just hope the weather gets better.

Let's Battle

Hoohaaa.... Yeah man i just got back from lan gaming session of Battlefield Vietnam. My team won 5-1 against Ayun's hahahahah. We dominate them yeah. Its been awhile since i last played it, well actually just one day before i went to play it. My team still won. We communicate well. This game rocks. It's better than Counter-Strike. This game use tactics and communication and split-second decision. Whoa...... I'll be waiting for this kind of moment again.

Time for change

Well..... looking around me i see a lot things in my perspective. Reen told me that i have an ego and always do not want to admit defeat nor listen to others. Yeah i admit about my flaw and i tried my best to change it. Anyway thanks Reen for bringing it up and highlighted that to me. I really appreciate it. A true friend always advises, and correcting the wrongs of friends. Yeah i take your comment very seriously Reen. Thanks a lot. You are the friend that i searched for a long time. Well.... bloghoppers i think we need to re-evaluate ourselves sometimes. Take a closer look at our lives, and see what is needed to be change. Importantly cherish those that you love cause one day you may never know what will happen to them. If you can't say out that you love them, do it in actions cause actions speak louder than words. I'm sure they will appreciate it. And for those who try to search for love, i advise you don't. It will make you feel more hurt if you did not get the love in return. Don't worry cause things will happen for you. Its always been like that. Things happen for a reason. Its up to you to believe it because God knows what is best for you. Well..... that's all for today. Well.... for all those people who are wondering about the person that i like... well... i've already told her. And i must say that i felt relief. It would be bad for me to keep it bottled up inside. Ah... before i forget. There is something i want to say. To those people who are having difficulties in accepting your partner, especially those in relationships, please try and sit down and talk about the problems that you faced. No point you shout at each other, screaming your heads off. Sit down and talk it out. I know its hard, but don't let that ego takes over you. Trust me you will get to settle yr differences. And to those who did wrong please admit to your mistakes. It takes a lot of guts to admit it.

Cheers and look forward for a brighter future.

Life sweet moments

The sun shines on me, butterflies fluttering in the garden,
dancing to the sound of the birds chirping.
Flowers blooming with delight, sun showering them with golden hues,
swaying in the gentle breeze, like dancing to the birds' song.
Life sweetest moments, showering me with happiness.
I'll cherish every moment that life have to offer,
appreciate the things that have been bestowed upon me
By God's grace i love thee with my all.....

Valentine's Day

Well....its 1.19 a.m 14 february morning. It's Valentine's Day!!!!! AAArrrrggghh!! Damn.... Why they have to create this stupid day?? It makes me anxiety... Should i ask her out? But then i have karate training, then Stardom meeting........ :) hehehehehe... Sheesh...... Somebody tell me how to overcome my fear of telling the girl i like her??? Happy valentine's day to everyone, including the singles out there, the out of love, broken hearted..... Peace to the world. Make love not war!!!!

*paranoia comes to me, anxiety about my fancy. Will she say yes to me?*

Wahahah crazy....Confused??

Whoa today was a crazy day. Went to Sentosa with my Stardom committee. Had much fun soaking in the cool water at Pahlawan Beach. Did a lot of stupid stunts until i got my hamstring muscle pulled. Then went home with naan and reen and nizam. Went to eat at town, bought Long John Silver, packed it and ate it at Civic Plaza at Takashimaya. Well.... it was tiring and enjoyable. For those who were not around, you all miss the fun that we had.

*Confused as i am, thinking about it. Need to end this charades that i'm in. Be frank to her and the rest should be history*

My parents are back home

Yes my parents have come back from Haj. They are all well, except for hoarse voice and some dry cough. They experience a lot of things over there. Well thank God they came back. Well.... today most of my mum's siblings are around at my place including "Her Royal Bragginess" hahahaha. Geddit? Well that "Royal Bragginess" is my one and only aunt who likes to compare her sons with other people' s children. She likes to brag about her life in Australia blah blah blah. It really irritates me. Just because that i'm not a graduate doesn't mean i can't be successful right?? Well... just because my cousin is currently taking his Phd, she starts to compare everyone in our family including my other cousins that she have a 'perfect children'. Well.... to me going to Aussie to study is not a bad idea but..... to me if you get a degree in Singapore then i will respect that person. Especially if they are taking Phd here in Singapore. Singapore have one of the most recognise education system. People from different parts of the world wanted to study here. Oh well..... i just hope that one day i can get a degree. Well that's all for today.



*chat with her yesterday, every single day longing to tell her that i like her*

Blissful

*Was in blissful mood yesterday. Saw her and she melts my heart again. Each and everytime she passes by i just felt blissful*

Tiring Sunday

Today i had my karate grading, didn't went that well for me. I nearly forgot the kata. Then the one-step sparring i also forgot. I just hope that i pass it. Will wait for the results anxiously. After that too tired went back home had my lunch. Then ayun called me asking me if i wanted to go out cause he was bored. I told him i just got back from karate grading and was very tired. After he hanged i watched some tv show before i dozed off to slumberland. Woke up at 9, did laundry and now blogging. Well that's all... Tomorrow i'm having karate training.


*as i looked out the windows and gazed upon the stars above, the thoughts of her ran on my mind*

I'm getting.......

Today is the most memorable day for me. My best friend got married. Bro i can't chill with you as often like last time coz you have a wife now...... hahahahaa. Well he is my best friend since secondary school days. From sec 1 i've known him but in sec 3 we gotten close. Whoa that's how long i've known him. Really miss those time i slept over at your place and played video games till the wee hours in the morning. Too bad just now i can't be there for your marriage oath ceremony, due to my Stardom meeting. I just hope tomorrow i can be there at the reception, that is if i'm not tired from my karate grading. Well........ today's Stardom meeting i was late. The 2nd meeting for me. Got a scolding from feizel. Haiz... must be professional. Then after meeting went to chill with adnan and ween at marina square then at suntec before we went our separate ways, they to Esplanade to watch Mocca an Indonesian band and moi back to my friends place. Went back to my friend's place we chill awhile before heading to Simpang Bedok for coffee and watched the 1st half of the Liverpool vs Fulham match. I drove there with the rented car that my friend had rented as his wedding car. Whoa.... its been awhile since i last drove. Hmm..... wonder when will the next chance be???? Well...... that's about it for today i guess.



*Saw her today, soo pretty it melts me soo much. Wonder when can i tell her about these feelings*

Beautiful

How fate have brought us together
the finer things that i appreciate
i stop by and smell the flowers
of how beautiful life is
The golden showers of the Sun's rays
The rainbow across the beautiful horizon
Birds singing in unison
appreciating God's beautiful gift

Blue oceans spread across the world
glittering with delight by the Sun's rays
Trees swaying as the wind blows
like dancing in rhythm
to the song of the birds chirping
Oh how beautiful life is
A gift that no one can give

A new beginning

Ok today was a new beginning for me. I'm just being recruited to the Stardom committee. Going to get some new experience here. I'll be helping ween in admin stuffs. Actually this come as a surprise. Ween asked me if given a choice i would want to be in the committee helping her, and i said yes. Given an opportunity i would love to, so that i can gain experience in something new. Well now i have to balance the time. Luckily for me i'm not working part time. Anyway i hope to have a good working relationship with all the committee. Gonna enjoy this moment now.



*I see her today, her sweet smile melts me*

Today was suppose to go for karate training but, i fell asleep after i went back from school. Sheesh..... grading is this coming sunday. My best friend's wedding is on this sunday too.... I'll be going to his place on saturday instead.