I'm broken...

I don't know what you are trying to prove but i guess i might have seen you through your bluff. If you love "Robot" why must you say you are interested in me? And yet you said that you claimed that everything you said was from the bottom of your heart? Hehehehe........ how sweet your words can be. Thought i could be the one you share your emotional needs with. Hmmmm...... never knew those words can be so sweet yet is full of poison. If you had made it really clear to me that you loved someone else, i think i would not have fallen for you. I won't be jealous of you either. If you have made it clear you were attached currently then i would have not try to pursue you further. Yes you said you were not attached, but i guess you were lying through your teeth. Why must you do these to me? Leading me on to believe that you do really like me. If you can't make up your decision, how am i going to trust you? In every relationship, be it couplehood, or just normal friendship, trust is an important factor. And i think i know who you fought with. I'm just guessing that it is him also. And the person that you visited in Tan Tock Seng Hospital i guess might be him also? Hmmmm........... i don't want to be enemies with you. Even if you don't feel the same as i feel for you, i don't mind being just your normal friend. At least be honest to yourself and be truthful to others.

I think i know what you want. But it's not the same as what i want. If you love him go ahead. But if you do need me i'll always be here. All i ask is honesty from you. And be truthful. I want to be your friend. I don't bear grudge on you but i feel deeply hurt by your actions.

If you ever read this post by mistake, and you still want to be friends with me just message me. For i don't bear grudge on you...... And yes i really love you and actually care for you very much. But if we be friends i set aside those feelings so that the friendship can work...... Although i am sad, i won't force you to ever love me..... No matter what happens i want you to be happy.