Thanks for the day guys....

I had a great time just now. Really enjoyed myself. It's been awhile since i met with you guys. Thanks for the laughter. If i stayed at home much longer i might have been a depressed person and might be warded to IMH.

Had conversation with her just now. She told me her father is sending her off. And she told me there are 2 possible options:-

1. Send her overseas to study
2. send her to get married quick

When i heard that i feel a lil heavy in my heart. i don't mind her going overseas but i will probably miss her so much. But if she's going to be send off for marriage, i will be broken. I admit that i love her. She's the 2nd person that i really love and cared so much. The 1st was my ex of 2 and a half years. Its hard to see the person you love go. Be it overseas or death. But who am i to stop these? I'm just a person. Helplessly i have to just let her go. Oh well ... i think i should just support her decision to go overseas. Even if it hurts me deep inside.
Just hope its not being send for marriage........



*i give more than i received in love, and my weakness is i care too much*