Is this all are just lies that you fabricate?

Well...... its been 24hrs since i last seen or heard from her. She has not been returning my calls nor my messages. I don't want to assume anything but it seems to me that all this bullshit about liking me, could well probably be just another big fat huge lie. Well after being sucked into a whirlwind of events, i just feel that the desire to get to know me just fizzled. I just don't understand what is it that you really want. Just an experience to go out with me? Well... i don't even considered the 2 times of meeting you even as a date. I thought you might not played me out, thinking that you're matured enough to even consider going out with me. But i guess it was all a huge mistake on my part. Giving chance to love someone again, and yet it all just a slap to my face. I guessed you are just another one of those heartbreakers that i have met in my course of life. I just want you to clear things up with me. All i ask for is why do you want to do this in the first place.


*being sucked into believing your every word, i'm beginning to like you even more. But i guess this was all just a game for you*