Why??

Why i suddenly feel that i'm not welcomed by you anymore? Is it because of me, by being me? Or are you expecting a Prince Charming to sweep you off your feet? Well i guess it will be hard for you to do so, after all that you have been through. I never judged you of your past wrongdoings, and will never try to dig up the past of yours. All i want is for us to try on a new life with each other. But i guess i might not be able, because i'm not ready enough for it, nor were you. Everyday thinking about you it creates the warm fuzzy feelings, that made me smile. But i guess that's only just a part of me and not yours. You just seemed to not be able to open up yr feelings, nor be frank about yourself. You reeled me in then throw me back into the sea, as if i were a fish. You are just playing. I don't know your intentions but i would like to know what's going on your mind. All i ask is for you to open up to me and let me listen to you. But then it might all just happen only in my dreams.........................