Isolate

I'm trying to isolate the feelings inside me from my body. So as to let my soul rest. The mind is clouded by fear. Fear becomes suffering as i try to be around. The once was what i am is now faded into the shadows of sorrows, accompany by the feelings of hatred towards the thing called love. Love brings fear to everyone, that which leads to suffering. My life have been through uncertainties, by my own spontaneous actions. Every now and then when i feel things were looking up, i will feel as if there was someone who slapped me in the face. And on and on it goes back to square one. Each is a cycle which i can't get out of. Let time be my judge. I can't hardly hold on any longer..............