Missing Someone

Oh man how should i put it? Well i'm starting to feel funny inside. I'm beginning to develop feelings for a certain someone. And i'm beginning to miss her. What shall i do? I don't want this to happen. Because of all that had happened in the past, i'm afraid to fall in love again. I'm really afraid of the uncertainties that comes with it. How do i deal with this? How do i cope if i ever lost someone i love again? I just can't picture myself in that kind of mess. When i love someone, i will love them wholeheartedly, unconditionally. And once its broken i'll end up the most affected person. Oh well still got to live with it someday. I've beginning to dream about her, seeing her face makes me smile to myself. Oh how do i deal with it??



*the pain is coming to take away the happiness*