What am i?

I just don't know it anymore. Seems to me that i'm like fish and you're the fisherman. When u want me you want me you reeled me in. When you not, you throw me back into the sea. I just don't get it. At times you seemed to want more. But at times you don't. Whatever it is i'm already falling for you. Well love hurts, scars, wounds and mars. Well that's part of a verse from a song by Nazareth an old school rock band. I think it it quite true how it describe love. You must be able to take all the pain in loving someone. So what should i do now? Keep on smsing her or call her? Or just wait for hers? I'm just stuck in this dilemma............



*would there be an end to all this pain for me? am i cursed to love someone so dearly?*