I realised something....

Yesterday as i was chatting with a friend, she told me something that i should have done and should not have done. And i realised that i'm blogging my problems with my girlfriend is not a good idea after all. all this will lead to the fact that my friends will see only her bad side instead and may not like her if we made through our relationship. I guess i am wrong. I hope this entry will made my friends realised that i've made a huge mistake on my part. I should not have written what i have written. I should be in control and clear the problems with her instead. And the person who gave me this advice was much younger than me and what she told me is true. I regretted it. I love my girlfriend very much. And i should be lucky that guys give her attention. Because that means that i'm the one with a hot chick and not them. I was being to negative about things.

Last Saturday i was upset with the comments that was posted to her picture. She called me why i was being cold towards her. But her tone of voice was not like her usual. She was speaking to me in a nicer tone which i never hear her said that to me before. That made me calm. She said no matter what those comments are in the end i'm still with her. She loved me for who i am inside. She don't care about how i look like. She just love me. That tone and how she speak to me made me realised that she does want this relationship to work out no matter what. And i have to give her time to let her be comfortable enough to tell me where she work and where she stays because of her past traumatic relationship, she have this phobia. I will give her time and be patient.

I've realised all this mistakes. And to whoever read this entry, please don't judge her because of what i've been telling you. I should not have done that. I was wrong. I was foolish. It should be settle among US. US as in me and her. Every relationship there's always this problem. So as of now i'm wiser enough to do otherwise...........................Cheers!