life passes by....

Life passes by me every single day reminding me that i'm getting older as the days go by. One by one my friends are getting hitched. A few more to come soon. I'll be getting invitation cards for weddings from my friends. People ask me when is my turn? How should answer? well.... i tell them straight. I don't have any girlfriends yet and it might not be soon. What to do i'm the eldest and yet i'm still schooling. My only sister(younger) is already engaged and is going to be married next year. I'm always wondering who will be my future wife-to-be. Will she be faithful, fillial to her parents and mine?, will she be caring, understanding towards me?. I'll just let God decide it for me. I think i might have found a choice but i reckon she don't feel the same way. Well.... i'll just go with the flow. If it happens, it happens. Too bad that last time i really loved someone so badly and she left me. It was heartbreaking experience for me. I was devastated. Trying to get over her, i ended up with rebound relationships until last year that i finally stop having it and totally gotten over her. Those memories were bittersweet. Eventhough i have gotten over, memories of her still lingers inside my head. Those times when we hugged each other, the jokes that were told, the laughter that we shared, it still lingers in my head. But i can't delete it from my own memories. It is etched in me. But thank God i've gotten over her. Now all i hope is that one day i'll meet the special someone. And i'll love her till there's no tomorrow. And that is a promise to myself.

*sentimental moments comes again, lingering inside of my head. The bittersweet memories last for a lifetime*